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Greetings friends,

Since last we spoke, a sick individual with a name similar to mine shot up a church full of men, women, and adorable children. It has been freaky. This shooting comes at a strange time. I know this sounds like an awfully lame comparison, but my cat died recently after fifteen years.  We got him from the SPCA in Harlem in the way back. Nothing has ever taught me about the life cycle the way this has, not the death of my grandparents, not even the death of my father. I didn’t know them as well as I knew this cat, at least at the time of their death. There are always excuses when people die, guilt. There is even guilt when you lose a beloved pet. This shields us from the awful truth–our time here is brief. We can go any time. Car accident, cancer, spree shooter, nuclear bomb, anything.

I was at work when he died, in my wife’s arms, surrounded by the beings he loved most. His brother walks around at night looking for him. What’s it all about?

For Divin Patrick Kelley, the spree killer who shot up a church in Texas, apparently it wasn’t about God. He was an aggressive atheist, based on what the news tells us. Let me note that some are saying these killers’ names aren’t getting released until there is time to scrub their Social Media profile. If this is true, let me conjecture based on what is the accepted story.

On Guy Fawkes Day, November 5th, the shooting occurred. This might have some larger significance (or not), so it is worth noting. November 5th was the projected date Antifa, the militant supposed anti-Fascist gang, was projecting to begin the Civil War. Grant me that militant atheism is not a Trump Voter thing. Grant me that since one of the few things Kelley  seems to have actually liked on Social media was CNN, he may have been radicalized by the incessant stream of lying filth emanating from that out of control and irresponsible news organization. Kelley may have been an Antifa member. The New York Times even snidely hinted he was a member of a militia, though they were mute as to which one. Antifa is a militia.

Let me digress for a moment. Stupid people should not be allowed to be atheists. Kelley, though coming from circumstances best described as palatial in excess, was a high school graduate who washed out as a baggage handler for the Air Force. Media says he grew up in an 800,000 dollar home, but the aerial views of the place look like a 5 million dollar mansion, at least, replete with a big pool, several sub-structures which possibly contain horses etc. There was something wrong with Kelley to achieve so little with so much substance behind him, at least apparently. Maybe his parents didn’t give a shit? Kelley was heavily medicated from an early age with psychotropic drugs. This is shitty parenting. Pills are the gateway to demons. I am not kidding–give the kid weed or home school. Drugs are bad, pills are poison.

Also, Irish people if they leave the Catholic Church should become Mormons, Muslims, even Scientologists would be better. All these religions discourage drinking, which is a central problem for Irish people, Baptists are far too trusting, of the United States government and the Pharmaceutical industry. They let their kids take these psychotropic drugs, turning them into drug addicts before they graduate high school. Where are all these opioid deaths coming from? The schools market the starter drugs, the cartels paying off the government finish the job.

After Kelley fractured a baby’s skull, a move which got him kicked out of the Air Force, his wife divorced him and got the only valuable household items, including an X-Box and a revolver. First person shooter gamer-these games were designed as military training simulations. Again, the average IQ of people is about 80, being generous.

Speaking of the Air Force, if they had been doing their job, Kelley would have been banned from buying a gun. The system doesn’t work if they don’t bother to fill out the paperwork. If you fracture a kid’s skull, you should do real time in a sane society, but human life is devalued by abortion, and the military is enmeshed in long and brutal wars on behalf of countries which hate us and and want to see Americans enslaved. They take this psychologically unfit pillhead because they are desperate for warm bodies, teach him to be even more violent, and then unleash him with a clean slate on society when they can’t use him. Also, where did Kelley get his atheism fixation? The Air Force promotes secular godlessness.

Christianity is the stupidest religion in the world unless you believe it, which I do. The clock is ticking, and at the end, all that matters is how you treated other people. Life is a process of discovery of this central fact. Even if you don’t believe it, unless you have a better plan for keeping low IQ people from spree shooting or stealing hubcaps, why not promote a religion that encourages people to make the attempt to be good, rather than tearing it down all across the country? I get why smart people might be atheists, but there are way more dummies out there who need the concept of Hell to keep them in line. What bothers me about atheists is so many of them kill others in the name of idealism. Why? If there is no God, we are basically waiting for the inevitable meteorite which will finish us off like the dinosaurs. What’s the point?

 

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Greetings, fellow Earth Creatures.

Much has transpired since the ZWO Blog has attempted to comment on current events, particularly those linked to the attempted creation of the New World Order. I will begin by putting the Media into a philosophical context.

Plato asked us to imagine we lived in a cave, and were forced to attempt interpreting a larger reality by examining shadows dancing above us in light emanating from an unseen external force.

The first major event to address is the absolutely horrific mass shooting which occurred in Las Vegas, as a Country and Western concert was targeted.

The second event is the downfall of one Harvey Weinstein, central figure in the trillion dollar Hollywood movie making industry. He made a practice of sexually abusing wannabee starlets, and even more established ones who wanted better acting roles. Also, employees, waitresses, and pretty much everybody he came into contact with. After his ability to make movie hits diminished, and with the downfall of close co-culprits, the Clinton Family, his media and political protection diminished, and someone, probably his brother Bob, released the Harvey Weinstein scandal to the public.

Both of these topics have been covered ad nauseum in the corporate media as well as social media, though the distinction between the two grows increasingly meaningless.

Making movies is a funny business. Most parts of the machine are fairly interchangeable. Really not much difference between casting. Harvey Weinstein was pretty much integral to lot of projects, so his down fall got a lot of famous people dirty by association, rightfully so. This is a hypocritical bunch of people, and are part of a larger conspiracy to thrust New World Order principles upon Americans using cinema as their platform. They demand exemplary behavior from all, but their personal lives are sewers. They see no conflict in this, realists as they are, because it is part of their job description to attack American Institutions. The movies are fairly vile instruments of social change, yet the people associated with them moonlight as preening moralists.

Nothing illustrates Harvey Weinstein and his camp followers moral and intellectual abnegation more than their collective support of the Hillary Clinton presidential campaign. The woman is simply saturated with sexual scandals. They have become the Jim and Tammy Faye Baker of politics, slumping into self parody as their credibility dwindles. Bill Clinton is actively disassociating himself from her, probably out of consciousness that he, unlike her, has a historical legacy of sorts to protect.

What makes Weinstein truly ghastly is the ritualized abuse of women, and his systemic use of power to cover it up. Being attracted to Kate Beckinsdale is understandable, but trashing everyone who tries to stop you by using political and media cronies is sick, magnified by a forty year reign of abuse.

Is there a link between Harvey Weinstein and the Las Vegas mass murder? Of course. Weinstein said he was taking a leave of absence so he could go after the National Rifle Association, and the Vegas killings are being used as a way to restrict the Second Amendment. One can only conjecture at this point if there was anything substantial to Weinstein’s saying this, or he was simply displacing guilt, or using it as a distraction. Moral preening in the face of overwhelming evidence to a total lack of morals, a Hollywood autograph.

The Vegas shooting itself is bridge too far for the ZWO Blog at present. The facts keep shifting. One comment is there will soon be airport style security at these hotels, reminiscent of the cancer scanners Michael Chertoff’s company made so much money peddling to airports in the wake of 911. This comment has nothing to do with the actual event, it’s just a comment on outcomes. This bonanza could just be a case of letting no crisis go to waste.

My thought on the Vegas Shooting is this, grafted together from several ideas: ISIS said the shooter was a Muslim convert, and they are not known liars, just known loonies and murderers. This leads me to believe the shooter may have converted, or least pretended to. Very suspicious character, this shooter. Real estate and gambling, the supposed sources of his income, are classic methods for laundering money.  Organized crime is always laundering money just by having gophers buy and then turn in chips. Whitewater, a Clinton/Bush real estate scandal, was actually a giant coke money laundering scheme. This was probably a gun deal gone sour?

I may revisit this blog. I am still watching the shadows presented to me, and trying to differentiate the real meaning from the meaning I am intended to derive.

*Thanks to whoever bought my metered verse book. I looked at it this morning, it really is pretty good. I knew it wouldn’t sell.

 

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Recently, the failed Presidential candidate Hillary Clinton released a book entitled WHAT HAPPENED, about her 2016 Presidential run. The book has caused some buzz, and it caused me to speculate as to exactly why she did lose.  What are my qualifications to write about this? Actually, if you review my blog over the past few years, my political analysis is as good or better than most of the so-called experts. So why did she lose?

(As an aside, check out this Sinead O’Connor clip. Not a Trump fan, Sinead is sending a videogram to Doctor Phil, who tried to help her. I like Irish people, being of Irish descent myself, but I knew Dr. Phil was getting in over his head with Sinead. She says she tried to kill herself eight times in a year. Probably needs to quit swilling the booze more than anything else. Sorry, I was listening to her rant while writing this.)

Anyway, why did Hillary lose? Here is an interview with Vox she did which gave me some insights. The tipoff was when she was talking about some ideas she had which she had kept a lid on, but implies she might have rolled out if she had won.

One was the program they have in Alaska, where they give people who live there a few bucks from the production of oil and other natural resources. I think we are supposed to say at that point, “O, free money! We should have elected Hillary!” I mean, you can’t go wrong threatening to pass out money for nothing. So why did she keep this idea under her hat? First I heard of it was this VOX interview. So here is why I think Hillary lost.

She was looking ahead to 2020.

Bernie and Trump had the leeway to make promises because they seemed like long shots, but Hillary knew whatever promises she made would haunt her when she ran for re-election. I don’t think Hillary and her campaign are lying–they really had no idea they were going to lose, they were totally overconfident, and figured they did not need or want to handicap themselves with new ideas which voters would hold them to. They outsmarted themselves by trying to make sure she was a two-termer. They completely underestimated Trump, and figured they would coast through without really even campaigning very hard.

One can nitpick with me here. Hillary’s campaign did cancel their scheduled fireworks display on election night, which has been interpreted as a sign of anticipating defeat. I don’t know why they cancelled. Maybe it sent an arrogant message, and they cancelled to get rid of the perception?

Hillary was used to winning elections, so she figured she’d win this one. To digress, it points to poor leadership skills to be so arrogant, but this blog is an attempt at an objective analysis, not Hillary bashing.

Hillary would have gotten a few votes by talking about bringing the Alaska program to the rest of the country, but she never would have done it. She’s a Big Government person–once she gets the money, the way to build power is to be in charge of splitting up the loot to cronies, not giving it back to citizens. Yet she talks about it now because she’s got nothing to lose. She sees now she should have judged how sick people were of failed policies, and promised some bread and circuses, even if she had to backpeddle once elected.

At this point let me point out the obvious–there are those who say the Russians stuffed the ballot box. That is their right if they want to believe this. However, these same people don’t want to really delve and open up the voter rolls, or make it a requirement to show some ID to vote. I would settle for a library card myself–you have to show residency to get one. I think our elections are very vulnerable to fraud, but if the Russians sent in fake voters or something, I don’t think the top Democrats are sincere about finding this out, which makes me doubt the veracity of the Russian story.

To recap, one of the elements of Hillary’s loss was supreme arrogance. They thought Trump was pushover. Indeed, Hillary’s campaign actively supported Trump in the GOP Primary–they wanted to run against him. Bill Clinton even snidely suggested Trump was a DNC plant to sabotage the GOP. I also think the Clinton Camp always had the Billy Bush tape, and figured they could use that to destroy Trump at the best moment. Trump countered that pretty well. Like boxing, elections are about matchups, and it is tough for Hillary to go after an opponent for participating and enabling sexual harassment. It just is. So, Hillary never troubled herself to go out on a limb, because she knew from experience her empty promises would be used against her, and she didn’t need to make any, so she avoided making them beyond the standard meaningless platitudes she specializes in (Sorry, I hate her), point being to have little baggage for 2020.

So, there is my thought. I haven’t read anybody else saying it, so I figured I would blog about it. There were many other factors involved, of course, beyond Hillary already planning her 2020 run. They were like Rocky in Rocky 3, after beating a string of palookas, he lost their eye of the tiger. Meanwhile, Mr. T. (Trump) was training hard and talking smack, calling her out. When Hillary’s Mickey died (Seth Rich, sorry, I told you I hate her)…well, Mickey has no analog here, but I hope you get my point anyway. (Adrienne was Huma, so there’s that).

What else? Hillary should have run as Gore’s VP in 2000. That was her path. Lieberman added nothing to that ticket, and George W. Bush is a President this country could have done without. Odds are she and Gore hated each other, and maybe she figured (correctly) Gore would lose and she would get the nod in 2004 after being Senator  for a couple years. Whatever. At this point, what difference does it make? Yet, Hillary wrote a book, so may as well join in the post election autopsy. Success has a thousand fathers, but failure is an orphan, as Mussolini’s son once said.  Hillary seems most interested in blaming other for her loss. I expect if she had won, she would have devoted much time to blaming others for her failures as well. That be how bitches like her operate.

 

Here’s an interesting tidbit about one of the funders of Planned Parenthood in Missouri, The Church of Satan:

As an interesting aside, Satanism has a millennial history of association with child sacrifice, which makes the Temple’s financial and moral support of abortion a natural activity for the sect. The Israelites struggled against the worship of Baal, another name for the Phoenician god Moloch, who demanded child sacrifices of his followers and was associated with the devil. The prophet Jeremiah spoke explicitly of the sacrifice of children to Baal, warning his readers that God finds such behavior abhorrent.

Baal was often identified with Satan, especially in the form of “Beezebul” (Lord Baal), the prince of demons, which literally meant the “Lord of the Flies.” Jesus Christ was accused of obtaining powers for his miracles from “Beelzebul,” whom he identified as Satan.”

The Bible is riddled with tales of human sacrifice. King Solomon even built a temple to Baal on a hill overlooking Jerusalem, ostensibly for one of his pagan wives. I often take what I think are numerologically significant days for occultists and try to give a heads-up on them. April 19th and May 1st are obvious ones on which it is hard for Luciferians to resist offering up a holocaust, but there are others.

Accept for a moment that our government, indeed the world government is riddled with occultists. It’s a paradigm shift, so I am going to insert one of my book covers here:

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Above is the second book cover I ever made, for DEAD TO RIGHTS, the second of my Zombie World Order Trilogy. Let’s discuss this.

This is the street grid of Washington DC., over which I layered a classic picture of Moloch. I placed the pentagram between Moloch’s ears at the natural  pentagram formed by the intersection of streets in the DC street layout. I added some other effects. One eye of Moloch is blocked out, a nod to Illuminatti symbolism, and the “G” in Rights is strategically placed to show how important the letter G is in the meaning, G being used extensively in Freemasonry.

There used to be a website, TheCuttingEdge.com, supposedly run by ex-CIA, ex-Masons who converted to Christianity and who wanted to expose the occult, and they took a deep dive into the occult significance of the layout of Washington D.C. I think a knife company bought the domain name. There used to be better stuff on the Internet, though you can still read a lot about this if you look.

My point is–I’m hip, and have been doing what I can to expose this stuff myself for quite some time. Occultists gain power (they believe) if their spell is cast publicly (in plain sight), and only the initiated know the meaning. Well, the street map of Washington D.C. is a giant homage to Baal, and don’t think I didn’t cry when I figured this out back in 1999, because I did.

Also from the article referenced above:

“…The Satanic Temple has often lent its muscle to pro-abortion efforts alongside Planned Parenthood, and in this case has pressured Missouri legislators and worked through the courts to bring about a relaxing of abortion restrictions, according to reports. One of the Temple’s fundamental tenets is that “One’s body is inviolable, subject to one’s own will alone…”

I think a thorough philosophical examination of that statement will be rewarded with the expected insights into the Eugenics Movement. I played this game out several moves ahead, and basically it anticipates the phrase *”nutzlose Fresser,”  or useless eaters.  The Body Politic is a common phrase, so if the will of the majority of the Body Politic dictates the extermination of “useless” eaters”, the less powerful members of the body, the aged, infirm, handicapped, the unborn, or whoever the majority will deems undesirable, the Body Politic has the right to subjugate the will of the lesser members to the will of the majority.

*”Nutzlose Fresser,”  or useless eaters is a phrase supposedly coined by the Nazis, at least as applied to human beings.

Atheists won’t admit the existence of the Human Soul, so the only difference between a human being at 6 weeks after conception as opposed to a 6 year old child or sixty-year old man is stage of development. Therefore, once you accept the notion that the stronger will at a particular timeline is supreme to another person’s will to live, you can fire up the gas chambers with a clear conscience if you are an atheist.

Satanists, however, believe in the existence of the human soul, so what is their excuse? They are trying to impose geometry on nature, dehumanizing all in the process, and also believe they benefit from human sacrifices, or holocausts. The “trash” from an abortion clinic, what doesn’t get sold for parts, winds up in an incinerator ultimately.  Holocaust means sacrifice by fire.

People who support abortion and are religious typically have some ridiculous theological justification for this. Secular Jews typically support abortion rights. They say there is a “Hall of Souls” and you get handed a soul as you exit the womb. People who claim absolute knowledge of the human condition must be treated as ticking time bombs. They are deranged. Advances in science are treating people to all kinds of new ultrasound and prenatal pictures of living, breathing, kicking babies in the womb. Only a mystic of the last resort would see these images and argue otherwise, also how about people born of Cesarean sections? No womb exit means no soul, right?  Shovel that somewhere else.

My Mom always talks about this guy, Dinesh D’Souza, but I always associated him with The National Review and assumed he had some disabling mental or moral handicap.  My Mom donated money to Jim and Tammy Faye Baker, the air conditioned doghouse TV evangelists, and still likes them. Also gave money to Father Bruce Ritter, the priest who set out to help hookers get out of the business but wound up setting up apartments for his gay lovers with the money he collected. Meanwhile, I couldn’t get money off her for the bus in high school.  However, she is right about Dinesh in certain respects. I never endorse anyone wholeheartedly, but the documentary film “Hillary’s America: The Secret History of the Democratic Party”Hillary’s America: The Secret History of the Democratic Party” is definitely worth seeing. He’s there. He’s on Twitter talking about abortion clinics, Margaret Sanger, Eugenics, Occultists. Sometimes you have to stretch the string to get a sweeter note. Locking this guy up for some really stupid campaign donation offense was the dumbest thing the occultists ever did. You take away a person’s belief that they have to conform to society’s precepts, and you just made a true revolutionary. Locking Dinesh up pissed him off, as you might expect.

So today I went for a bike ride, and got home read the Breitbart article above, and wrote this blog about Satanists supporting Planned Parenthood, supporting Dinesh D’Souza’s thesis and also banging a drum for my book. Someone has a case of the Wednesdays.

Buy and read The Complete Zombie World Order Trilogy. It’s all there, the whole NWO Agenda. I wrote it out in a Zombie novel because I want people to read the story and walk away knowing the truth. Some a-hole gave me a one star review on Amazon because he/she/it dislikes my sense of humor on Twitter. I had 7 “5 star reviews” in a row, totally legitimate from total strangers. Nobody I know likes me enough to give me a fake 5 star review on Amazon. Then I get “one starred” by some numbnut who admits they didn’t even read the book. I put my little heart and soul into those books, and get one starred by somebody who doesn’t read the book, doesn’t buy it. and calls me a racist. Yet, I called the whole New World Order Agenda in those books. Sad. Reading my books would have improved that mental deficient “reviewer”, more like a graffito-tagger of superior art.

 

 

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For some reason, I’m thinking about The Warriors, that classic old movie which borrowed the plot of Xerxes’s seminal history, The Anabasis, to depict what could happen when a one large street gang tried to consolidate all NYC gangs into one army.

The story revolves around a gang of young toughs from Coney Island, who travel all the way to the Bronx for a mass gang rally, are then framed for the murder of Cyrus, the leader of the movement, and have to fight their way all the way back to Coney as every gang in New York is hunting them.

Yesterday’s action (#Charlottesville) will have some historical significance, as it looks like the gloves are finally off. There was a hit and run driver who killed at least one and injured several. He wore the uniform of one of the more militant factions there, and posed for pictures there.

Lets give some background, which you can skip if you have followed this at all. We once had what is called The Civil War, where everybody got down with killing each other to the tune of 800,000 soldiers and an unknown number of civilians. It was a total blood bath, decimating a good chunk of the population and leaving behind all the baggage second generation people inherit from such activity.

Its all quite relevant today, as California is actually putting Secession from the Union on the ballot next election, and if they withdrew, several other states might as well. So, the Civil War is still relevant today. California might withdraw so they could keep their large helot population of uneducated menial workers from other countries, particularly Mexico, since Trump is threatening to deport them all.

The South also wanted to keep their slaves, similarly to California. They were more honest about their motives, actually calling them slaves, not undocumented workers, but the cases are identical otherwise.

So the stated reason for the protest which led to mass rioting in Charlottesville this weekend was a protest over the removal of General Robert E. Lee from a park. Lee is inscrutable, but he appeared to mainly believe in States’ Rights, and chose to defend Virginny in the War over the USA (Union). To contemporize this issue, Colorado overrode Federal Mandates and Laws to legalize pot. Will the Feds let them get away with it?

This is a big deal. There is a Federal superstate, which will become ever more monolithic and domineering as the power of advanced statistical analysis and tracking is improved. There are individual States, which the Feds would like to make no more different than the names of their football mascots.

Back to the park. I’m being careful with my categorizations here, so let’s call them the “Pro-Statue People” filed for a permit to protest the statue’s removal in the park. Another group, the Ant-Statue People, showed up to counter-protest. The State, run by Federal shill Terry McAuliffe, completely mishandled the situation, shut down a legal protest, and groups started wandering through the city in chaos, fights breaking out as they went, until finally somebody blew a fuse and plowed their car into a pileup of cars.

I never protest, except for what you’re looking at. If it ever gets really real, yeah, I’ll be down, but I don’t look for trouble. My relatives fought for the Union, my grandfathers fought The Axis, and I can’t be a White Supremacist. For starters, the Anglo-Saxons types historically hate people such as myself. Just because I have such beautiful white skin, there is no reason for me to believe anything has changed. We had an Irish Catholic President who actually tried to change things and make things better for everyday people. They blew his head off after a couple of months. Obama made it 8 years, and that New World Order Tool is still running around being stupid and offensive, after running the country into the ground for two terms. Who is really hated in this country? Here’s Obama’s legacy, pasted below.

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The other reason I can’t join the White Power types is I have mixed race children, and they are all I love. Why am I posting this? Because in our sick society, you can’t post an opinion without qualifying.

I am a Pro-Statue person. I think Lee was a great man, and I think The Civil War was stupid. I think Lincoln killed 800,000 Americans, and I find it deeply disturbing that he is considered a great president. The British got rid of slavery without wrecking their country. It could have been done here as well.

There are factions in both the Ant-Statue and Pro-Statue groups who are thugs for hire. George Soros is definitely one of the paymasters. One of the catalysts for the Civil War was also foreign provocateurs trying to escalate the situation for power and profit. We’re there today, still relevant.

So, while I distrust many Pro-Statue people, in principle, I agree with them, so long as our ships sail in the same direction. I have learned not to trust the Media at all, any of it, so I’m not brainwashable much (just don’t look, as they said on The Simpsons when malevolent ads came to life).

My take on what happened yesterday? My worldview is so deeply rooted in study, such hijinks effect me not a whit. Sorry about the dead girl and injured. I hope modern Americans never find out what real conflicts can lead to in sheer damage. Americans unfortunate enough to be alive when that buttmunch Lincoln was President certainly did.

At any rate, time to sell the donuts. Free book today to the first 1000 responders, clink link below. I can’t give the Zombie book away because I violated one of Bezos’s byzantine rules. #HowBezosMadeHisBillions

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I had a dream last night which provided me with some insights, and it was to some extent troubling. While the basic message of it was fresh in my mind, I’m going to post it here as a mental record.

This will not be a dreamalog, though I like them and have posted them. It is mainly an insight into specifically why one girl I used to know was as angry as she was, at least with regards to her treatment of me. Let’s call her Rowana.

Rowana’s treatment of me varied. It wasn’t all negative and there were times when I think she sort of liked me. Usually, this kinder treatment came after I had resolved to ignore her. She didn’t want me to be oblivious, apparently.

She had moved into my best friend’s apartment, his girlfriend’s buddy, as a paying roommate type thing, so dealing with her and her hostility was a constant problem, since they all lived in the same building as me. I had been there first, and had helped my friend get situated there, which he repaid by having constant, wild parties, getting the police interested in my building, and moving in this extremely bitter girl who had a constant desire to “diss” me.

She had the pretty standard pretentious package girls of that era had when they wanted to appear intellectual and interesting. She had bisexual pretensions, vegan pretensions, Wiccan pretensions, psychedelic mushroom pretensions. She was angry and bitter, but she was also about 20 years old and built like a brick shithouse. I couldn’t ignore her.

She seemed to have a boyfriend, an obnoxious little rich kid who would visit her and then spend hours piloting a robotic motorcycle around in a parking lot next door. His parents supposedly had a big house up in the burbs, though I never got invited to one of the parties.

She used to chant my name for hours, putting some kind of hex on me. She had a vendetta, yet I honestly can’t recall what I ever did to her to deserve it. I never asked her out. I never hit on her. Why so angry?

Last time I saw Rowana she was nicer. She had moved out of town, and was back for a few days and was working at her girlfriend’s sandwich shop to make some extra money. She had gotten herself pregnant and was now a single mom.

I’m open to the idea that I was somehow to blame for this person hating me. Once after a long day when we had all been to New York, I very slowly walked behind her as she charged up the stairs to avoid interacting with me. At her flight, she waited for me, realizing the slowness of my ascent was designed to let her know I did not want to deal with her anymore that day.

“I’m sorry I’m such a bitch,” she said.

Not pausing, and continuing my ascent, I replied. “I’m sorry you’re such a bitch, too.” I meant it, at least.

So, her back story was the child of divorce. She may have been Jewish, but maybe just all her friends were, and its immaterial, I think. The insight I got from my dream is one reason women are so angry is the the culture of divorce. They don’t learn how to have positive interactions with men. Their moms’ are huge influences, and they have been through painful divorces. Men don’t understand relationships until they have been married for awhile, and that is a big part of the problem.

So, I have diagnosed the problem, but is there a solution? Could Society in a constructive way do something to promote marriage, resulting in less bitter and disillusioned men and women? Could Hollywood do more? Could the Media? Could marketing and advertising?

Have you ever looked for a house? Realtors keep their eyes peeled for “divorce houses” where a marriage breaks up and the home is on firesale as people are desperate to move on and cut their losses. It’s an economic tactic.

Look at Haiti. This poor nation is as conflicted as any divorcing family. Stuff is cheaper here, because people are desperate. This poor fellow killed himself rather than testify against the Clinton Foundation. His name was Klaus Eberwein.

Open your mind for a moment, as I had to. Think very clearly. Might there not be some very cold, calculating conspiracy to turn the USA into a giant divorce house so some predatory capitalists could swoop in and seize all assets? Doesn’t it seem like there is? Even if there wasn’t a concerted and designed conspiracy, might there not be a kind of thermodynamic entropic shift to disorder on a million small independent initiatives?

The USA is not all that far from Haiti, economically or geographically. I am not sad Rowana did not like me, I am sad she was unable to maintain a relationship with a decent person, at least to the extent she did not have to raise her child in relative poverty. Her personal failure is her fault, but she could have gotten a little help, and it all starts with sucking it up and not getting divorced on the part of those responsible. If people treated it like a lifelong commitment, there would be less marriage and less divorce. The secret would be to promote marriage and huge families for the people who aren’t going to screw it up. Better to have one family with twelve fairly functional children than 12 “families” producing angry and bitter malcontents. That would be a start.